Donuts

Bob bought donuts at about 1 pm. A dozen regular ones and a whole box of donut holes. Do we really need a whole box of donut holes for 6 people? That is approximately 2 donuts and 8 holes a person. OMG! I can most definitely tell you I ate my share. I feel sick physically and mentally. Something about the combination of rainy weather and stress this week has not been good! I need sunshine!

Speaking of stress, Dan and I have been doing the Dave Ramsey Total Money Makeover and are about to pay off the second of my 6 student loans. This is also stressful, because we have to budget and things keep popping up like Dan's radiator. We spent 400 on new tires last month and this month we have to spend 300 on the new radiator. That was 300 that was going to go to the loans to stay on our two year payoff schedule. Next month I wanted to get new struts on my car, we may have to postpone that...

Back to food. I have started "paying the pig" at work to get frozen treats (the pig is a piggy bank in the fridge to pay for food we use). I have had up to 3 of these a day and it's definitely a binge because of the feeling of needing more. There is absolutely to need for more, but there is a screaming want inside that will not be denied. It pretty much is a constant screaming of "MMMOOOooooorrreeee! NNNoooowww!". If I had ever been high before I would say I needed a fix. I don't care what the scientists say, food (sugar) can be an addiction. What do skinny scientists know anyway? No offense all of my scientist friends.